How are you? What have you been doing lately? Must be planning for your Christmas trip right?
Every year, around this time, we would be eagerly discussing plans for Christmas. You know… before I know you, Christmas to me does not have any real significance. My family does not celebrate Christmas so as a child, no special treats or presents.
Ever since I know you in University, I started to celebrate Christmas with your family… every year since then. For once I start to look forward to Christmas… I really enjoy the warmth and bliss of a simple Christmas gathering with our loved ones, enjoying the sumptuous Christmas meal, games and gift exchange eventually.
You brought meaning to Christmas, especially to me.
This year, the first Christmas without you for the longest time, will be a very, very painful affair for me. I don’t think I can take it… I have to leave Singapore… I really cannot bear the thought of not having you by my side during Christmas.
Without you, Christmas has no meaning to me anymore… I will be going for a trip during this period. To where? No plans yet, but when I have my plans, I will share them with you.
I have never travelled alone. But this time round I will do it… I just need to get away from it all…
I am indeed flying off on 23 Dec coming back on 28 Dec. Will spend Christmas overseas alone and I'm sure you'll be by my side all the while:)
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