Outpour

Dear Momoko, I’m having a “mental outpour” like what you had experienced before. I’m suddenly filled with so much thoughts which I feel the urge to pen down… so many things that I want to tell you.
Life has definitely changed for me ever since. Nowadays, each night seems so long. I’m no longer playing World of Warcraft. I come to realize that it was an unhealthy addiction that had taken away precious time I should have spent talking and going out with you. I just cannot forgive myself for spending countless nights playing in a virtual world when I should have spent time doing meaningful things with you in the real world.
My mind has never been so active before. Every single moment when I’m not doing anything in particular, I would drift into thoughts of… only you. It’s really tough for me; the pain unbearable, especially deep into the night when I’m all alone.
Now, like you I’ve found solace in writing… penning down my thoughts helps.