西藏之旅 （一）

老婆呀，我从西藏回来咯! 想我吗？好累呀，今天飞机延误，我们的班机迟了要到两个钟，差不多要到凌晨三点才抵达新加坡。

这次到充满着神秘色彩的佛教国度西藏，感触良多。沿途我反复地思考着心里的疑问，希望能从周围所见的事与物，所听的故事与传说，寻求答案，领悟到一些人生的道理。
更重要的是，我每到一个景点都会想起如果你在的话，那该多好。我每到一个殿堂，都会向上天祈求，希望你现在会得到快乐，开心地做你想做的事。一回到新加坡，我第一个想分享这几天的苦与乐的人，就是你。
我会慢慢地跟你聊聊这几天在西藏的经历。晚了，我们明天再聊。。晚安！

Good Job! Grade B!

I am so proud of you my dear.Was at RGS this afternoon and talked to Regina, your dear boss. She mentioned that MOE does a yearly grading of teachers and you were given a grade of B for your performance in 2009. Understand from her, that the usual grade given is C or C+ and your grading of B is exceptional.

I am always proud of you.. I can attest to your dedication as a teacher. You've always tried your best in whatever you do and rightly so you're rewarded for your performance.. You're the best!

Yellow

Yellow by Coldplay...

We went on a long long trip up Perth to near Broome (about 700-800km), in one of our most memorable trips. We went on a tour with this tour operator "easyrider" and every morning when we hop onto the tour van, the tour guide, a vivacious lady will greet us with gusto, waking us up from our half asleep state. And she will always start the day with a song of Coldplay. One of her favourites that she always play again and again is yellow...We both like this song.

明境,擦一擦

对一个人的爱，会随着环境的改变而淡化吗？
对一个人的思念，会随着时间的流逝，而越来越浅吗？
对一个人的记忆，会随着岁月的增长而慢慢地、慢慢地失去吗？
什么时候，才是对挥之不去的过去，说再见的时候？
什么时候，才是走出阴影，展望未来的时候？
什么时候，才是重新面对生活，鼓起勇气接受另一个挑战的时候？
我还以为我应该不负大家的期望，而积极地面对一切。
可是我发现如果要勇往直前，就得刻意地不要常回头望一望。
我还以为我不应该为过去的悲伤，而把自己的世界紧闭起来。
可是我发现如果要压抑悲伤，就得刻意地不要常怀念和你之间的感觉。
我还以为我应该开始寻我人生的目标，而不再对未来感到迷惘。
可是我发现如果要对未来积极地规划，就得刻意地不要常怀念过去。
是我不知不觉地适应了你不在我身边的感觉吗？
是我在自己意识的驱动下而花越来越少的时间想你吗？
是我慢慢地、慢慢地和你疏远了吗？
对我来说，我珍惜和你拥有的一切的一切。
对我而言，如果我轻易地让这一切悄悄地流失，
这可是一个不可原谅的过失。
这可是对你对我的爱的一大侮辱。
矛盾、迷惘。
裹足不前？进退两难？
是时候，我应该好好地自我反省、反省一下。
是时候，我去好好地散散心、好好地想一想。
几天后我会到西藏走一走，有足够的时间思考、思考一下。
老婆你不用担心，我坚信我们俩之间的情意是永恒不变的。。。
只是象明境一样，时不时得拿出来擦一擦，欣赏、欣赏一下，
自我提醒，好好反省、反省一下。
明镜呀，明镜，在这世界上，能让我们俩最开心的，是什么呢？

Hullo Hullo

.. what are you doing?

Let me report what I did this past week

1.)Saturday:Scared...
Went cycling with Chee Ming & Poh Lee, Jonathan & Daphne. Was apprehensive at the start. Was wondering if my ass and old legs can take me through the whole journey from East Coast MacDonalds to near Changi Jetty. Luckily, we stopped by the canal.. remember the canal that we last stopped for a rest when we went cycling with BH couple, GW couple? I miss tandem biking with you:)

2.)Sunday:Heartbroken...
when the "kelong" referee denied England's second goal. My moment of esctasy turned to sorrow as I see the referee waved the goal away. I buried my head in the pub. Didn't down more beers, but had a couple of my favourite coke hehe:)


Like that where got no goal, you tell me? Referee is blind lah...

3.) Monday-Thurs: Busy...
Work, Work, Work.. But still managed to meet up with your parents twice at Chinatown, ate lunch with them. Met up with my bros, Chee Ming and Kok Wai to eat Dum Sum during lunch time. Huiyi bought me, Guokun and Nengjie really nice Jap dinner at Gallery Hotel.. Life's not bad after all:)

4.) Friday: Shopping?
Ferragamo got sale? Went Paragon with Chee Ming, Kok Wai, Jonathan.. chey... Ferragamo shoes after GSS discount/ Citi discount? $500 plus? Siow!
But had a really nice dinner at Soup Restaurant.. Yummy!
And to top it off, we went to Chee Ming's nice cosy home to watch World Cup.. and as usual brother Kok Wai was yawning throughout the game.. weak hehe..
Sigh, my Brazil went out and I officially declare my office bet with my colleagues "DEAD".
How come, I go and take Brazil to win World Cup!! Why!!

5.) Saturday: Sailing...
hahaha tonight is the best, going on cruise to nowhere with Yong Feng, Zhiqiang, Dongfang to watch World Cup! Onboard must have free beer, food.. watching soccer with my bros in such nice atmosphere, must be GREAT!! Looking forward to it man...

So how about you? Any updates? Tell me, Tell me..

陪我讲话，好吗?

突然有好多好多的感慨，好多好多的话想和你说。
七月刚过了两天，这已经是我第七篇寄语，今晚的第五篇了。
脑海里还是充满了一大堆的回想，感触。
快要三点了，睡不着，怎么办！
你睡了吗，陪我讲话，好吗？

Love Me

Love me by Colin Raye.
I fondly remember… when we first started going out together, this is one of the very first songs you said you like very much. I wanted to buy the album to give it to you as a gift... wanted to impress you:)
As you know, Colin Raye being a country singer is not really known in Singapore and many CD shops do not carry his album.
I had a hard time looking for it. Finally in the now defunct Tower Records, I found it. I clearly remember that you were touched… and it became “Our Song”.. .
Dear, tonight I present this song to you again:)

Specially quoting from the lyrics:
"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be
But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again
I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

Now looking at the lyrics of the chorus.. it seems so prophetic...And between now and then Til I see you again I'll be loving you,Love, Me.

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I read a note my Grandma wrote back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat, and he showed it once to me
He said, "Boy, you might not understand, but a long, long time ago,
Grandma's daddy didn't like me none, but I love your Grandma so.

We had this crazy plan to meet and run away together
Get married in the first town we came to and live forever
But nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said :

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."

I read those words just hours before my Grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and Grandpa stopped to pray
I know I've never seen him cry in all my fifteen years
But as he said these words to her, his eyes fill up with tears

"If you get there before I do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I don't know how long I'll be

But I'm not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
And between now and then
Til I see you again

I'll be loving you
Love, Me."
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门，窗，心情，希望

窗
关了又开，开了又关。还是关上了。
希望
没了又有，有了又没。还是没有了。
门
开了又闩，闩了又开。又闩上了。
心情
好了又烦，烦了又好。又烦上了。

妈好想你

今天和爸爸，妈妈在牛车水见了面，办了办一点事。当我们一提起你，一些和你有关的往事，妈妈就不由自主地热泪盈眶。我和爸爸看了也觉得心酸。
妈妈还很怀念平时和你闲话家常，和你斗斗嘴的情形。还记得有时你因为工作忙，没空探望或打电话给妈妈时，她总是会想你，打电话给你，问一问你是否把她给忘了！你们俩的感情真的好微妙！
在你爸爸妈妈眼里，你是一个很孝顺的好女儿。他们很想你，大家都很想你。现在一提起你难免还会很伤心，流泪。

今天，天下了一场很大的雨，你是否也在流泪？别想那么多，雨过天晴后，做一做你喜欢的事吧！

烦

老婆，我好烦。也不知道从何对你说起。近来怪怪的，做了很多我平时很少做的事。你该知道我在说什么。尝试改了改习惯，改了改嗜好。做做这个，做做那个。总是一开始有点开兴，过了一会儿，又觉得没意义。改变其实不是一件容易的事。
回到家，还是一样，总是躲在房间，上上网，看看电视，读读书。尝试和老朋友们多出去，多聊聊天，打发时间。可是在外时又想回家，回到家又怪怪的，也不知道自己真正想做什么，想要什么。
还是在家和你聊聊天，最快乐。你呢，还好吧？

最后的一支舞

紧握着我的手，轻踏着我的脚。
往左往右，向前向后。
温柔的拥抱，心贴着心。
真切的眼神，灵牵着灵。
真挚的情缘，无私无瑕。
微妙的默契，无与伦比。
记得那晚，
我们跳了一支令我们俩永生难忘的舞。
记得那晚，
我们过了一个令我们俩回味无穷的夜。
如果人生是舞台，你是我最佳的舞伴。
你已经陪我跳了一支漂亮的舞。
倘若来生是绝对，你是我唯一的选择。
你能否再陪我走一走更长的路？

Song Bird

dum dee dum dum... bored. Miss you, "Song Bird" for you:)
Btw, Kenny G looks a bit obiang in this MTV haha